Kevin scooted a little up in the bed he was lying on. Outside, it was dark, and it was raining so softly it was barely audible against the roof. The wind was blowing, making it even more difficult to hear the light sound. For a brief moment, his thoughts were back at how he got in this situation. It'd started one day when he and AJ had been talking about for how long exactly they'd been together. At some point, Kevin had accidentally implied wanting to spice up their bedroom activities. He recalled how AJ had teased him about it, nagging him until he gave in and told what exactly he was thinking about. He'd blushed, mumbling that he wanting to be tied up, and AJ, with his usual, charming smile, had petted his hair and told him that it could indeed be arranged. AJ had implied having thought about something as well, but Kevin couldn't make him tell what it was. He still didn't know.
AJ had told him to go and buy two silk scarfs, and Kevin had done so, a red and a pink one. He remembered that the cashier had given him a weird look - she was probably not used to boys buying stuff like that.
Now, here they were, both on AJ's bed, AJ sitting next to him where he was lying. Kevin felt the red scarf tightening around his eyes. The pink one was already keeping his hands in place over his head, tied to a post in the middle of the bed headboard.
"Does it hurt anywhere? Did I tighten them too much?" AJ asked, smile audible in his voice.
"No, it's fine," Kevin replied. He smiled at how careful the rapper was around him. Both scarfs were really loose, but just tight enough to make him unable to pull his arms free or shake the blindfold off. Kevin noticed that the temperature in the room was a little low, and he shivered. It felt like there were goose bumps on his legs.
"How do I look?" Kevin asked, feeling a little self-conscious. He had removed all of his clothes before lying down, and he knew AJ was still wearing his sweats. Even without the blindfold, it'd have been unfair.
"You look perfect," was the reply. Kevin bit his lip, not knowing what to say. He already felt like he was at AJ's mercy, but it didn't worry him so much. He knew the rapper really cared about him and only wanted him to be happy. Unable to see for himself, he imagined how the look on AJ's face would be right now. He'd be smiling, and his eyes would be filled with that warmth that was so characteristic for the cheerful man.
"Are you comfortable?" AJ asked. Kevin felt warm fingers caressing his cheek, and he leaned against the touch.
"Perfect, baby." The fingers on his cheek moved away, slowly sliding all the way to his stomach. It tickled a little, and Kevin shivered. Embarrassed, he felt what just this simple touch, when he was exposed like this and so vulnerable, could do to his body. He flushed head to toe, knowing he shouldn't be this easy. Then, he felt AJ move to stand over him on his hands and knees. He could tell by the way the bed was pushed down around him, he hadn't noticed that before. The blindfold was doing its job. A second later, he felt AJ's lips against his own. The rapper quickly deepened the kiss, pried Kevin's lips apart and pushing his head down against the pillow. The kiss only served to further excite Kevin, and he soon found himself panting against the other's lips. He wanted to wrap his arms around AJ so he could pull him closer, but the restraints made that impossible. When he felt the wonderful, soft mouth leave his own, he whimpered. He hadn't wanted the kiss to stop. A warm voice, AJ's, was quickly assuring him it was okay.
"Be patient, I promise you it'll be worth it." Kevin nodded, but he was already feeling like it was going to be hard for him to keep that promise. Kevin heard AJ jumping off of the bed and taking a few steps. There were some papers rattling, and then, he was back at the bed. Kevin held his breath. What was he planning? After a very short second of obliviousness, Kevin felt something soft brush against his cheek. It was not until the object had made its way down to his chest that he realized what it was. A feather.
"It tickles," he stated, unable to stop smiling. He'd not exactly been worried that AJ had planned something unbearably kinky, but this still relieved him. The brunet never failed at being sweet to him.
"That's not going to stop me," was the reply. Again, Kevin could hear on the voice talking that the other was smiling.
"Don't stop, it's nice," Kevin said. He had to admit there was something enticing about the softness of the feather and the slow, teasing movements. He never knew where AJ would make the feather caress him the next second, and he loved that. When the feather brushed over his arousal, Kevin had to bite his lip not to gasp. The muscles in his lower belly tensed up, and he felt a gentle wave of arousal run through him at the intimate attention. His entire body ached for some real touches, he couldn't deny that. It was like AJ could tell, because the next second, Kevin felt him move to hover over him again. Apparently, he'd put the feather aside for now. Once again, he felt that soft pair of lips against his own, and immediately he parted his lips, begging for the other to deepen the kiss. AJ, however, apparently had other things in mind. Way too soon, Kevin felt AJ's mouth leave his own, if only to move down his neck instead. The rapper continued down, reaching Kevin's chest. The small kisses continued, he felt them all over his upper body. He kept being covered in these small love confessions until he felt a set of teeth clamping down on one of his nipples. He exhaled deeply, arching his back lightly to meet the touch. His breath became heavier as he felt AJ tease the sensitive spot with his lips, tongue and teeth. After an unbearable long time like this, AJ moved his lips to give Kevin's other nipple the same treatment. When he moved on again, Kevin was panting. He craved something less teasing than this, and if he wasn't given that soon, he feared he might have to beg for it. However, he remembered AJ's words and held in whatever he'd wanted to say to urge the other to give him what he needed so much. AJ worked his way further down his stomach with kisses, reaching the belly button. Kevin whimpered when he realized AJ had decided to spend a little time there as well. He pulled at the restraints, wanting to nudge AJ's head in the direction he wanted it. He was so used to just doing that instead of being verbal about his needs.
"Jae, please," he stuttered.
"Touch me," he whispered, not wanting to sound demanding.
"As you wish," was the simple reply. Kevin felt AJ moving a bit away, only to allow Kevin to bend his legs, and move to kneel in between them. Kevin shivered. Right then, he needed the other so much he couldn't help but wiggle his hips, wanting to urge him to move on. Then, he felt one of those small, teasing kisses and AJ's hot breath against his arousal, and he couldn't hold back a whimpering moan.
"Please," he begged, spreading his legs a little more to encourage AJ. It seemed that the invisible brunet thought he'd been teased enough. A second after the desperate word had left his lips, he felt AJ's lips around his heated skin, taking in his entire length all at once and having him tilt his head back against the pillow. He barely registered AJ's fingers that were gently massaging his hips; the only thing he could focus on was how incredibly good AJ was at this. He knew just what buttons to push to make Kevin feel so good he could hardly breathe, and he always exploited the skill to the fullest. As AJ moved, Kevin found himself moaning, shivering and panting the rapper's different aliases over and over again. His back arched off he bed; his body needed more already. No matter how unbearable it was, he didn't want to force any more out of AJ than he wanted to give. He'd been told to be patient, but it was getting so damn difficult.
"Faster, Jae," Kevin whimpered, trying his best not to buck his hips against the other's touch. AJ did as he was asked and moved faster, and Kevin felt relieved. He was amazed by the effect the blindfold had on him. Every movement of the other's lips he felt a lot better than he remembered having done previously. It felt absolutely amazing, and he rewarded AJ with not even trying to hold any of his sounds back, letting him know just how good he was feeling. AJ moved one hand to Kevin's lower belly, caressing his skin there with his fingers, being a little more rough than he'd been earlier that night. Also, Kevin felt the movements of AJ's lips speeding up more, and the sounds that escaped him grew even more desperate, more needing. Blindfolded like he was, he could only focus on the intense feeling that way too soon started to feel like it was going to send him over he edge, and it doubled the effect of the physical sensations. Also, he noticed that AJ was groaning, not very loudly, but enough to send another wave of arousal through his body. It was all becoming too much for him, and he tried to warn AJ.
"Jae, I… I'm," was all he managed. As soon as the words had left his lips, he felt the other speed up the pace of his movements even more. Almost immediately, he reached his limit. He could hardly think when he felt AJ's head dip down one last time, and he lost it, moaning desperately as he emptied himself in AJ's mouth. Panting, he felt the other move to lie down next to him, caressing his chest with his palm gently. Kevin felt a hint of embarrassment again, once more feeling a little self-conscious. After a short while, AJ's voice dragged his thoughts in other directions; he'd apparently picked up the feather again and started to caress Kevin with it where his hand had just been.
"How was that, baby?" asked the brunet.
"It was a little tough in the start, but I liked it a lot," he admitted after taking a little while to allow himself to think. His breath was still not completely calm, but his entire body was feeling so relaxed he felt like he never wanted to stand up again. "Are you letting me go?"
"Your body says you don't want to leave yet," AJ pointed out, slowly dragging the feather over Kevin's member. Kevin gasped; he was still feeling sensitive after his orgasm. Still, he could feel that the other was right, and if his cheeks weren't red before, they were now.
"Are you… Wanting to take me like this?" he asked, turning his head towards where he knew AJ was even though he couldn't see him.
"If you'll allow it, I'd love to," AJ said, planting a kiss on Kevin's cheek.
"Of course," Kevin said, making space for AJ between his legs once more. He heard subtle, slurping sounds, and he felt AJ moving around on the bed. A few seconds later, he gasped as AJ pressed a moist finger into him even though he did it very gently. He uttered a soft moan when AJ started moving his finger, feeling every bit of friction in the slow rhythm. Soon, AJ added another finger, and Kevin shifted his hips, trying to buck against him to let him know that he was fine. The other seemed to understand, and he sped up, making Kevin exhale in enjoyment. Experimentally, AJ changed the angle of his fingers, and Kevin barely noticed this before he let out a loud moan, arching his back as AJ's fingertips brushed against a particularly good spot.
"Jae!" He almost couldn't hear AJ's light chuckle over his own pants.
"Nothing just… Keep that up, please?" A kiss was planted on Kevin's stomach, just above his hip bone, and AJ repeated the motion, leaving Kevin shivering and moaning beneath him. Over and over again, he made that incredibly amazing movement with his fingers, but he was moving so slowly. At last, Kevin managed to get a few coherent words past his lips.
"I'm ready, Jae, you can go on."
"Are you?" said a teasing voice, and that torturously good spot inside of Kevin was being exploited once again. Kevin moaned.
"Yes, please, please!" AJ withdrew his fingers, earning a whimper from the blonde. Through the hazes of pleasure, he heard that AJ's breath was faster than is usually was. It was lovely to know he was wanted back, but even if he hadn't noticed the erratic sound, he'd have known that the need was not one-sided. This theory was soon confirmed a few seconds later when AJ loosened the red scarf, the one around his eyes.
"This time it'll be without the blindfold," AJ said. "I want to see your eyes, beautiful." Kevin nodded even though he barely registering the sweet words. He looked up at AJ, not knowing what to say to express his need. Instead of saying anything, he wiggled his hips, bending both of his legs more to make space for the other.
"Take me," he begged, his voice barely more than a whimper. He looked him into the eyes, hoping his own expressed the same urgency as his words. Smiling, AJ spat in his palm and moistened himself, getting in the right position. He kissed Kevin's neck as he pushed himself inside, moving slowly and gently. At the intrusion, Kevin whimpered, not because of pain, but because he needed the other so much right then. He pressed his hips up to meet the touch, closing his eyes in enjoyment. AJ groaned as he hit home.
"You feel so good, baby." Slowly, Kevin opened his eyes, meeting the other's gaze.
"Jae…" Just then, the other started moving, cutting off whatever Kevin had wanted to say. Even though AJ moved just as carefully as he'd done moments earlier, Kevin found it incredibly hard to speak, and he quickly forgot what had been on his mind. He loved the expression on AJ's face. The rapper looked at him, eyes filled with need, want and love combined. Without thinking, Kevin wound his legs around AJ's back; he wanted him closer, and his arms were unable to help him with that.
"Kiss me," he managed, looking up at AJ with eyes filled with plea. AJ willingly did as Kevin asked, pressing his lips against Kevin's own. His skilled tongue easily pushed Kevin's lips apart, and Kevin felt the other explore his mouth, feeling every part of him. Despite of the kiss, Kevin was barely able to focus on anything but the way too slow movements of AJ's hips. Even with the slow pace, he loved the feeling of the other moving inside of him, and he felt thoroughly owned. Just when he thought it couldn't possibly be any better, AJ reached down between them and wrapped a slightly trembly hand around his neglected arousal, starting to stroke him in time with his thrusts. Kevin felt like he was on fire, and he pushed his hips up against AJ, wanting to feel more of him. With his desperate sounds, he tried to urge the other to move faster, but AJ didn't, seemingly unaffected by Kevin's efforts. Kevin gave in.
"Faster," he begged. He had intended it to sound like an order, but it came out as a shivering plea instead. He let his legs slide off AJ's back to make it easier for him to move freely. AJ leaned down so their bodies were even closer, their chests rubbing against each other at every thrust. AJ couldn't hide the little smile on his lips as he replied.
"Sure." When he started moving faster, it forced even more desperate moans out of Kevin. AJ's own groans were affected as well, but his mind wasn't blurry enough to have him unfocused. Kevin felt that a moment later when he adjusted his angle, searching for that spot inside of the blond. Once more, Kevin barely managed to register what AJ was doing before he felt the full effect of the other's efforts. At the intense feeling, his moans grew even more needy, and he couldn't form a reply when AJ spoke to him.
"That's it, baby, feel me." The rapper's voice was being interrupted by his own groans. Continuing to move faster, AJ leaned down to press his lips hungrily to Kevin's neck, intending to leave a visible mark there. Kevin groaned, tilting his head back. He welcomed the touch – in fact, he needed it. He was already AJ's, so it would only be fitting for the other to mark him. He closed his eyes in sheer ecstasy, almost seeing stars at how good AJ made him feel. The only word he could get past his lips was a desperate Jae here and there. And AJ replied, telling Kevin how beautiful he was and how much he needed him, even though his sentences weren't always so coherent. The sweet words and the physical sensations were building inside of Kevin, making him feel like he was close to the point where he could take it no more. He was completely unable to keep his hips still; he was bucking them against AJ, wanting to feel all of him. In between his loud moans, he tried to tell AJ that we was close, but he only made it to:
"Jae, I'm…" Smiling, AJ pressed a kiss to his cheek.
"I'm about there as well," the brunet replied, his voice sounding hoarse. "Come for me." As he spoke, he sped up the pace of both his hips ad his hand. Kevin was finding himself in a state where he couldn't breathe without moaning, and after just a few seconds like this, it simply was too much for him.
"I-I…" he stuttered. Unable to finish the sentence, he lost it. The wonderful sensations that had been building in his lower belly were released all at once, reducing him to a whimpering mess. He was long ago done with trying to control his sounds, the moans left his lips unhindered, and a shiver was sent through his entire body as he found his release. In that moment especially, he felt like he was entirely belonging to the man above him, and through the waves of pleasure, he felt a need to cling to him, to show him just how much he meant. He pulled at the silk scarf, groaning in frustration as his bliss began to fade. In that moment, he felt two particularly rough thrusts and heard AJ's loud groan, feeling the pace of the other's movements slowing down before stopping. Kevin panted, smiling. He was happy that they got to share this moment with each other. While AJ pulled himself out, Kevin looked into his eyes, biting his lip. AJ kept hovering over him, resting on his hands and knees and pressing a kiss to Kevin's forehead.
"Thank you for trusting me, Kevin," AJ said, his characteristic smile on his lips. Making a quick work of untying the pink scarf, AJ laid down next to Kevin. Not hesitating one bit, Kevin snuggled up to him, wrapping an arm around him as he'd wanted for for so long. He loved the feeling of AJ's skin against his own, and a soft sound of enjoyment escaped his lips.
"I love you, Jae," Kevin whispered, closing his eyes. Reaching blindly somewhere behind Kevin, AJ pulled the blanket over them.
"You know I love you too," he replied. "Figured you want to sleep now, am I right?" Kevin nodded, feeling sleepy already.
"Mhm, thank you." For the last time that evening, they shared a short, sweet kiss.
"Just relax, baby, I won't leave your side until you wake up," AJ promised him. Kevin sighed, feeling AJ's breath against his skin as he fell asleep in his arms.